Monday, November 5, 2007

my thoughts...

Saw everyone come back from the camp. Everyone seemed to have grown, matured. My president matured. I guess he learned a lot from it :D Well i felt kind of lonely. Looking at everyone come back from camp, learning new skills, I feel as if i am actually disadvantaged. Well, I don't know. Just a feeling. Everyone so happy, team spirit so high, ahh how i just missed it.

When they came back for the dinner thing, i felt like i was so left out. Everyone making new friends, everyone so bonded to their new friends, how i wish i made new friends?

A friend once told me that i would feel better if i thought of it as putting school matters above self. Well its quite true, but i just cant find that feeling where i place school above myself. Its hard.

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