OP Final Reahersal :'(

Today, met with PW group for our final proposal. Well quite fun actually. Visited Vivian's house. Not too bad. Haha. Not too bad. LoL. So rehearsed for 2 times each then we really cannot take it le. All the best to us for tmmr (:

Well on the way home, i chanced upon a funny thing. I was on the bus and there was this lady sitting behind me. She sneezed. A few times and said nothing. Then came another sneeze and she commented "Na bei". Then came another one, and she commented "ahh F off la" and wonderfully it stopped. LOL

Woots! Felt real good today. Went to Sim Lim area to get equipments and stuff for MRC. It feels good to be there spending money that is not yours :P. Haha. Don't need to think as hard. Had lunch with KA and KD before meeting Mrs Loh at Sim Lim. As they say, a picture speaks a thousand words, so here it goes:

New equipments (:

A Level Chinese

Woots, its over! It was reasonable i guess? Composition was like hmm, qns 1 cannot do, qns 2, cannot really do, qns 3 totally cannot do, qns 4, forget about it. So in the end i choose qns 2 but i knew that it was quite easy to write off topic. Just hope that i will not end up writing off topic ba. Then came comprehension. Quite okay i guess. Could answer everything and my "choose word fill blank" should be quite well done, i hope (:

So after chinese, met for awhile for a short PW meeting. Rehearsed once through then they all left without me :'( Sad... LOL! I was like packing my laptop into the bag la, then they all just stroll out of the classroom without me. So sad... But Jin Zhe waited for me (: All of them went to play bowling and eat jack's place while i had no choice but to stay in school to do work. Well i guess thats my life ba. Sometimes i feel quite sad not to be able to be with my class and bond more with my friends, but sometimes i also feel quite happy to be around with MR members. They are a great bunch of people.

Like today, i was quite sad after they all left me alone in the room to pack my own stuff but after i went to MR room, i was kind of cheered up there la. They went bowling and it was alot of people. Seriously quite wasted for me not to be able to go play with them. Next time round ba.

I had to stay in school for a reason. To interview the architect who designed the CPA. Started shifting the lights at around 2 then went to the conference room to prepare for the interview. Quite interesting to visit that room. There were traces of a meeting to decide how to promote people. That i shall not elaborate. So waited quite some time for the architect to arrive and finally he did. Interviewed and he left. Then Mr Foo told me that the dinner was next Friday and i was like hmm. OH MY! No need to sleep already. Then may have to sacrifice my Thursday to do this video. :'( no more outing with PW members. Im confirmed not able to go for first day of leadership camp already because of this video-_-. Quite a sad life i must say but then again, i enjoy part of it :D

We stayed back till quite late today. KD, HT, Shermaine, Joe, and me. Ordered pizza for dinner. Then we started to have a mass convo among ourselves-_-. Very lame, i know. But it was fun :P We were like spamming people and see who's laptop was the first to die. LOL. But quite evil la. Spam other people until one by one they all die. Haha. But it was quite fun.

Last Day of School?

Yesterday was the supposedly last day of the school semester. Well officially it is, but unofficially, i think its the start of a busy busy holiday for me.

First up would be the production of CPA videos. Got some very very old photographs yesterday and i have to scan them into the computer. Its pretty interesting to such old photographs and then compare it with now. There are like photographs without the bleaches, without the sports complex, without the LT4 section, without the F block. Its just really cool. Then there is this picture of the main gate with the ACJC logo there. Its very different from now and i realised something, the old school crest that was at the main gate is actually in the MR room. Haha.

Then there is this leadership camp. 4 days 3 nights and i seriously think i will die. I haven't even buy all the necessary stuff that i will need. So behind time. It would be at MOE dairy farm camp site which is very near to my house. So if something happens, i can just go home. LOL

I would also like to work during the holidays, work part time in the profession that i am seriously interested in. This would take up ALOT of time but i guess it would be all worth it eventually. Whats that job? Go guess.

Clay Shooting

Went for the clay shooting thing today. Quite fun actually and i really think its worth the $21 i paid for it. Went to that place which is like super ulu. Had an introductory session by this instructor then we started shooting off. The first time i heard it fire off, i was like AHH! But then after awhile, i got used to that bang sound. The gun we used is a dual barrel shot gun. Quite an interesting gun. The bullets are like the size of your thumb. So big bullets, big gun, means big recoil. The recoil was quite insane. They said that it was stronger than a M16 but im not too sure. I felt that it was pretty all right for me. Kept on shooting for quite some time and my results were not that bad after all. HA! IM TALENTED!!! LOL!!!...

After the whole thing, we went out into the field to collect some clay birds. Erm, okay maybe not some? haha. Cause we got like 96 in the end. :P It was just really fun la to shoot the guns. the sound from the gun is just amazing.

Well tmmr is the REAL release of the results. Really hoping very hard for those people to get promoted. Best is none of my friends gets retained.

Chinese.........sucks

Totally hate Chinese. Everyone laughs at my composition cause i write in broken Chinese and i can't really express myself correctly. But i guess I'll still have to do it cause I'm taking this exam called the A level Chinese language examination.

I was quite happy if i could get just a B or a C but then one day Fang Yu made me realise that getting a B or a C will not be satisfying at all. Thanks to him, now I'm trying hard to get an A. Really hope that i can get that A that i really want now.

Tmmr, the final results will be released. I really hope that everyone can get promoted and no one gets left behind in my class. Good luck everyone

My PW Group

What more can i say?

Started off as strangers, looking only to complete this PW thingy.

Through GPP, we became friends

Through EOM, we became good friends

Through WR, we discovered hatred

Through OP, hatred dissolved

Through the ups and downs of PW, we became true friends

What more can i say?

Friends for Life! (:

Gotta Go My Own Way

Gabriella
I gotta say what's on my mind
Something about us
doesn't seem right these days
life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plan
is always rearranged
It's so hard to say
But I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok..
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way
Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up
and I watch them fall everytime
Another color turns to grey
and it's just too hard to watch it all
slowly fade away
I'm leaving today 'cause I've
gotta do what's best for me
you'll be ok..
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way

Troy
What about us?
What about everything we've been through?

Gabriella
What about trust?

Troy
You know I never wanted to hurt you

Gabriella
And what about me?

Troy
What am I supposed to do?

Gabriella
I gotta leave but I'll miss you

Troy
I'll miss you

Gabriella
So I've got to move on and be who I am

Troy
Why do you have to go?

Gabriella
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand

Troy
I'm trying to understand

Gabriella
We might find our place
in this world someday
but at least for now

Troy
I want you to stay

Gabriella
I wanna go my own way
I've got to move on and be who I am

Troy
What about us?

Gabriella
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand

Troy
I'm trying to understand

Gabriella
We might find our place in this
world someday
but at least for now
I gotta go my own way
I gotta go my own way
I gotta go my own way

Promos result

Got back my results today. Nothing special. Just disappointing.

Chem was really deserved. Failed it. 39/80. Perhaps i am the complacent one that Mrs Tan is talking about, now i think it is true. I did put in effort but i guess its just no enough. One mark away from passing. Really hope that there will be moderation to help me get my 2nd H2 pass.

Maths. Also deserved it. 40/100. But actually i am quite happy with it cause i improved like 2 folds from my terms. Partly being that i took up tuition and it somehow got me in the mood to study maths again like during secondary 4. So yea (:

Then GP was like hais. Don't know what to say. 24/50 for both papers. My language isn't fantastic but maybe i could have put in more effort cause even Fang Yu who is always criticized by Mr Foo for his bad English got 30+ marks for both papers. Its really time I did something about it.

Chinese. Disappointing. I thought i did really well for my composition section. So well that Lao Shi will pick it up to show to the class. But? I only got 33/60. OMG WHAT HAPPENED?! Quite sad about it. I put in so much effort in writing this composition. Wrote about 4 pages plus trying to put in as much effort as i can for every scene of the story i put in. But in the end...Screwed. But for the comprehension section. Still quite happy with it. 70/100 for that part of the paper. Overall i got 64.5 for the whole of Chinese paper. Still pretty okay i guess.

Physics was really a miracle. AMAZINGLY I PASSED! Woots! And whats more amazing is that I GOT 60!!! Section A I got 14/20 and section B i got 46. Just real lucky. But hey! I studied quite a bit for it too.

Econs was quite loose with the marking and thats how i got 18 marks for the essay. Full marks for part a of the essay somemore... Total i got 31/50 for everything. I thought it was quite good until i heard that the average is 35 -_-.

Well I still can't promote. Missing a H2 to promote. Hope the moderation can help me.

To those who really have problem promoting, wish u guys all the best. And i seriously don't mean to suan u. Seriously.

A mass heart to heart talk

Today, a group of friends and myself had a heart to heart talk with each other. Some parts really hurt quite alot while we were talking but some parts were quite intresting. Well all of us made an oath to keep the conversation within the table so i shall not elaborate on more. But well, it was heart warming to at least know that there is someone there willing to listen to you talk (:

Thank you!

Well I'm quite down these days, but its heart warming to know that there are still people who are concerned about me. To all those people who cared for me and asked if I'm okay, a BIG thanks to you. It really made me feel better (:

AC games day 2

2nd day of AC games. Boredom for me... Guess my class ended up bonding more as i rot and stone in the MR room. Well setup up everything and then just handed the system over to the councilors. I was more of a photographer for my class for the 2nd day of AC games though i played half a match of ultimate Frisbee. Shall post the pictures i took for the class a little later on the class blog.

Half way through at around 1.50, i had to meet up with Mr Foo to do the video for the CPA gala dinner. So i started off by helping him shift those studio lights to the principals office. The moment i stepped into the office, i was like WOAH! Its very big. An eyeopener.

So after filming the prinicipal and vice principal, i headed back to MR room and began playing bridge till forever. Halfway, we swapped to playing Mahjong then to poker. We even had chips. We were all laughing about Kee Ann and his ever diminishing chips. Soon, KD followed suite and both of them ended up bankrupt. In the end i also ended up bankrupt... Played for so long until AC games already ended but we are still playing... Went out and kept the stuff then resumed.

This time round, we played pull up poker with the seniors. While we were playing half way, ALL OF A SUDDEN, the principal walked in. OMG!!!!!! WE WERE LIKE SCRAMBLING TO KEEP THE DECK OF CARDS AND THE CHIPS ON THE TABLES!!!! AHH!!!!!!

Lucky us, she did not say anything. I think she saw and heard something la.

Well at least i had a good time with MR people. Feel that i am myself over there.

How many times already?

Hais, got that same old feeling again, just like last year, how i felt. Words can't describe it, but it really hurts. How many times already? How many more times? Hais... Sometimes i really do hate myself for being like this, but then again, its my fault for me ending up being like this. Do such emotions have to strike me once every year? My heart is really aching, its crying, just a fraction away from shattering...

Why.........?

New Preamp

Righto, straight after promos, i went up to meet up with kin on friday to get some resistors and the tranny from him. He recommended me to build a preamp and showed me an ULTRA SIMPLE circuit. Its so simple that the total cost for this whole thing would be like erm erm erm, $20 the most if u use those generic components.

So some details on it.

Okay i give up arranging the pictures. So i used the tools in photobucket.

firday

Well promos are over and i wonder if am i eligible for three year JC course. So anyway, yesterday we had a miniature SB5 gathering. We met at JE, had lunch at kobayashi and then went on to watch Detective C+. Quite boring at the start but towards the end things gets better. Derek was really funny cause he was like covering his face with this popcorn box. He very scared. Seriously some parts are a little scary but worth watching. So after watching Detective C+, we went to play LAN. Counterstrike it is. Totally owning. The main map we played was poolday and i got like near 100 frags. The closest next to me was bong i think, with a frag of around 70. Every one was like damn high when we played poolday. My team was like screaming and screaming "chiong chiong chiong" until the lady at the counter had to come and quieten us down. But it was very refreshing cause its very long since i played to such extent.

After LAN, i had to leave cause i was going to meet up with Kin at Sim Lim. The rest went on to play pool. I reached Sim Lim a little earlier than expected so i just went to buy the components i needed first. After getting them, i just continued walking and stoning around till Kin came. Went to buy cables first and i was quite amazed to get to know of places that don't seem to be selling cables. So Kin got his cables then we crossed over to Well Audio Labs at burlington square. Kin got the RMG resistors for me and he bought this Teflon Tube sockets for himself. Not cheap. I also very paiseh to take the resistors, but i shall skip that.

After buying all the resistors, we head on down to chinatown to visit KOBA. Its the first time im there and WOW! ALL SORT OF EXOTIC STUFF CAN BE FOUND THERE! I am so noob. I shall just go to KOBA next time to get all my components. So much more value for money and the people there are more friendly. Kin got me some Wima polyprop caps and again im paisehed. Crap. After KOBA, we went to AHFartaudio. First time there too and got to meet Gaga from the loft. Had no idea he was gaga until dinner. So lazed around listening to some music over at AHFartaudio before the three of us went for dinner.

I watched them eat dinner and talk about all sorts of things until i blur blur. haha. After dinner, we went to Kin's house. Reached at around 9 and i had to leave at 10. Looked around at all sort of components and stuff. Speakers, compression drivers, aiya alot la. Stayed on till 10 before i left.

Took a bus home and zzz, it took me 2 hours to reach home from there. So long... But anyway i got home.